FEELINGS ON THE OUTSIDE.

Today my alarm went off at ten. I forced myself out of bed and put on my cherry-bathing suit straight away. After a cup of coffee, a soft boiled egg & a rillette tartine (possibly the most French thing ever) I was ready to head down to the pool. They open at 11 and I planned to be one of the first ones in. Do some laps in the outdoor pool, take a cool shower then dry off in the sun with a book before heading back home again. A pretty great start to this extremely hot day (google tells me it's now 34 degrees and rising).  2 minutes to 11 I was there. And I was not the only one. When I finally got in there were no lockers left. The ones that you can rent by giving them an ID weren't an option either since I didn't have ID with me and they wouldn't take anything else. Being by myself I couldn't exactly just dump my stuff and jump in anyway (I may not have had ID but I did have my phone, keys & coin purse) so I had no choice but to turn around and go home again :'( My feelings tend to sort of sit on the outside of my skin at all times, I have tremendous difficulty hiding if I'm angry, sad, excited or anything really. My thoughts tend to spin out of control and small situations like these become hard to deal with. It's like the disappointment has nowhere else to go but out of my eyes.Anyway - I'm back home now, ready to try to pick myself back up and make something of this (hot) day. Any ideas are welcome <3