Stuck in reverse.

I´m trying to come back to where I was before. But I´m in a completely different place. So much has happened during the last couple of months. Months that I have spent doing nothing. This doesn´t add up but that´s the way it is. I hoped that 2016 would bring more joy and love than ever. It started that way. But then, 2016 has been only cruel to both humanity and to me personally. I´ve been ill, I´ve been through the biggest struggle yet in my life and it has taken me months to recover. The world is toxic, full with hateful and close minded people. Now I´m only hoping for a brighter tomorrow. For people to work together against racism, abuse and terror. And I´m hoping I´ll get back on my feet.