The person I become when I'm with you

I think one of the strongest indicators for me, if a relationship is ”good” or ”bad” is how I become in this persons surrounding. How does his/her presence make me feel? How do I act in his/her surrounding?What version of myself do I become with this human?Do I like myself while I'm with him/her? I’m not a big fan of comparing relationships in general - friends, family, lovers or partners. It’s all just different and beautiful in different ways. But I am only human and of course it makes me reflect on past relationships I have had while getting to know someone new in my life. Something I have noticed is that with Manuele - I really like the person I become. Or most probably already am. But he brings up the best sides of myself. My most beautiful layers of me. Allows me to open up fully and be my 100% self. I can act feely and speak my mind, without fears or thoughts if he will agree or not. With the comforting feeling that he likes me unconditionally. To go a bit against my own beliefs, regarding comparing, I will compare a little bit anyway. Looking back at one of my most resent relationships in life. We had so much passion for each other and I did feel a lot of love for him. But he brought up my worst sides to the surface. Versions of myself I didn't know existed. Made me doubt myself. He also didn't accept me for who I really was and he wanted to change me in some angles. Which obviously is a strong sign that something isn’t right, but when you are in the middle of it you don't always see things so clearly. It isn’t until you are out of it you can look back at it and think with the smart side of your brain, and come to the conclusion that it wasn’t actually the ideal ground for a relationship.  If someone doesn’t accept you for you, try to stop and reflect an extra time. Don't waste your time with someone who doesn’t want you to be your true self. When you really love someone you support each other to evolve into your highest selves, with full acceptance and trust.  This is how I feel right now. I feel supported. Loved. He makes me think even bigger than before. And believe me, Im already think big. Us connecting makes me want to create and spread more love.He makes me question my beliefs in a such open loving way, that creates even more understanding for my own power. It’s so easy to get stuck and doubt your self worth. But my emotions and how he make me feel makes me trust. Trust that I’m worthy his love and affection.He makes me a very magnificent version of myself. Approximately one year ago I posted this video with a text about love (CLICK HERE TO READ IT), and I started browsing back in my blog to find it again. I recommend you to watch it <3 Very amusing to go back and read what was present in my life then, and how it has changed, and how I now am in the middle of what I wished for.