SOMETIMES IN APRIL- A very personal post.

It's april y'all!! Personally, I love April because I was born in April (Duuh), it's probably the only reason I like April in first place.   April is very tough month and a grief month for rwandese people. Things I've been through and seen in 1994 haunts me daily in my dreams and sometimes middle of the day, it's just something I've learned to live with, not easy at all but there is notmuch you can do about it really than trying to forget and forgive.   My prayers and my thoughts goes to all the rwandese people who suffered and also to those who lost their loves ones in 1994 and so on.I want to thank my parents who hold their heads up high and never gave up hope to give me a better life when others pretty much sold their daughters to save their own skins. So thank you father and mother, you are my true heros...   To my sister and the rest of the family that we lost in the war, may you rest in peace and I hope you are fine in heaven, I think and pray for you every day and I hope that we will one day meet again..   Ugh, I don't want to go too deeply into this shit, just wanted to share some of my thoughts right now.   P.s watch the movie "Sometimes in april" or "Hotel Rwanda" if you want to or curious about what I'm talking about.   XoXo- M