46 days until...

First of all, thank you so much for all the positive response I got yesterday on my post about moving to Cali. It warms my heart knowing that I have so many amazing friends around me, who only wants the best for you. So thank you again, it means the world to me.When I decided to extend my 12 months in America to 21 months, I got some sort of reality check of how I won't see my siblings or friends during that whole time. And I do miss a lot of things about Sweden, I'm not gonna lie. So after filling out the form on staying here, I also started looking for flight tickets to go home for a short visit. My host family are going to Florida for vacation in November, so I thought it would be perfect for me to give Europe a visit when they are away. So on the 19th of November I'm getting on a plane to go home(..?). I'll only be in Sweden for 6 days, but I know it will be worth it (and crazy hectic..). Right now it is basically all I can think about, like how I will see my mom and my friends (my dad's coming here soon, but it'll be fun to see him too ofc), all the food and fika I will eat, pick-and-mix candy, seeing my siblings and their newborn babies I haven't met yet(!!!), have a legal beer (or five..) and just doing normal things like going on the bus and the tram. Ahhh, it get's me so excited just writing it down!! Haha.Right after I come back home to America again it's almost December and Christmas. And then I only have one month left here. I am sure this time will go by so quickly, and those 6 days in Sweden will probably just feel like one long and intense day. But I am so excited for these months that I have left here and I will do my very best to make the most out of it.