THE BEST JOB IN THE WORLD

I need to write something..Something really deep. First though,I wanna ask you (who have children) : How do you guys feel when you are woken up at 4 am by your crying, high need babies? Lately,I've been starting my day like this almost all the time. Frankie,my son, is 7 months now and he goes to sleep at 20,wakes up 2 Times during the night to eat and he wakes up and starts his day at 4. I presume he's going trough development leap and everything is difficult. Today my man woke up instead and he took care of Frankie.Then he had to go to work (about 9) and wake me because Frankie didn't want to sleep yet.As he sleeps 8 hours per night,we try to lull him to sleep 3 Times a day.I was quite surprised that he wasn't in bed already.And deep inside I was also annoyed,I repeated hundred Times in my mind ''It's so tough,too hard for me,I can't handle it anymore.WHy is he like that?''. SHIT, how stupid this sounds?! I should have Focus on him instead of spinning pesimistic thoughts. Every adult has a job. My job is being a mom.Most of the time- I love this job.There are days like today,when I can't handle all these duties but..My job is the best job in the world.I work hard and sacrifice the time to someone I love more than anything in this world.Everything I do is suppossed to make him feel loved,cared,safe.Things we do together,like reading books,playing-it makes him develop better and I'm also responsible for that.Each day I have an opportunity to experience his new skills.He's growing very fast and very well.He is ''difficult'' but also the best.And today I regret my thoughts.I should have been thinking about how much I love him when I held him in my arms and tried to lull him.Maybe he felt my pesimism,maybe he was scared.I hope he's having a good sleep now and he will wake up in a good mood.But if not,I will do everything to help him !