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5 years this year..5 years ago I got sick that warm summer night.  After weeks of meeting many doctors I got the call, the call that changes my life.  My new life with pain, sleepless nights and a body that stops working. Then they told me something.. I will collapse one day, that day will come. I ask the doctor "Will I feel something?" He looks at me and said "No,you won't feel anything, you will be unconscious when it happens"  How do I live you ask when I know all of this, well it's easy I take day by day. Sometimes I have bad days and I know there is a new day next day.I do smile a lot and keep all the things I love around me. I'm not scared and why should I? My life is freaking awesome and this is just  a bump in the road.