So sorry...

Sorry for being gone for so long but things have been okay. I kind of lost my job, this place I was working for in the summer told me that they wanted to keep me. I got super happy but they never gave me any jobs. We have a app where we can apply for work and I did but I never got any and one day I was sign out from the app. I call up my boss like "hey what's going on here, I can't apply for any jobs". He then told me they "block" me because "there was no jobs". That was my ex boss way to tell me no thank you. Well that sucks, I was really happy that I finally say "hey I got an awesome job". Well then I was unemployed..again.. I have really give up with this with work. But then I got a 8 weeks internship on a place I love so much. But then once again they could not hire me so here I'm again unemployed.  I'm kind of sad over all this but there is nothing I can do. At this point.. I guess I must go back to school or something. I have dreams to working with kids, but that way will be hard and long. I got work to do at my grades before I can apply for school. I hate to just go at home and see my love working all day. I want to work, I want to come home at a friday night and feel "finally Friday,the weekend is here".  I just hope things is getting better.