E L E U N A M

Every day I keep on loving this man more and more. We unfold layers that havn't been unfold before. Emotions that hasn’t gotten expressed to its fullest jet. I see sides I didn’t know was there, in me, in him. In all spectrums. Laughter, full power attraction, tears, intensity, sadness, passion... In full vulnerability I’m opening my heart to him. To the deepest part of my heart space. Which is decorated in bright colorful shades. Yellow, red, rusty pink & dark blue. Funky decoration accessories. This room where I don't let who ever come inside. And oh how much there is to love about him - such a weird, loving, intense and powerful being. Knowing that my strong affections is answered. Mutual love. The most beautiful of feelings. As corny as it sounds but when I look at him my heart melts. I want to sink with my body into his. Feel him with all my vibration. Smell his delicious body scent. Touch the texture of this skin. My god. Who would have though I would fall so deeply into love at this moment. Feels that I have known him for a lifetime - but still only 3,5 month. If this much have happened in this short period of time - I wonder what tunes the future will sing for us. The ones who lives will see Manuele - I have been waiting for you. I had a feeling you were coming at some point. I just didnt know when.Thanks for being such a power man in this universe. You are so needed.Impossible to miss this very long and juicy tongue of his. Also very grateful for that. Haha.TODAYI woke up this morning feeling extra creative. 6.45 I went up and went to the bathroom. Looked through my stuff, some inspirational mood boards and started creating. Manu came up and I suggested that I should do some make up creation on him. He was in the middle of the smoothie making, looked at me and asked me for what purpose? I didn't have an answer, just that I knew that I will come up with something along the way. Without further questions he smiled and came to me in the bathroom with a big smile. Equally as excited as myself for creating together. THIS is really one of the main qualities that I asked for earlier when I wished for future love. That I wanted a man who had this particular passion, to create, to get into characters, to be spontaneous, wild, dare to do weird stuff without caring what others think, to play and to just do. He is a rare combination this man. With being so strong and comfortable in his male persona so he thinks its amusing to play with his feminine side. I honor him for that. Truly.