The power of orgasms and wisdom from a newfound lover

Swedish on google translateThe power of orgasms and wisdom from a newfound lover The time is now 11 pm in Bali where I’m located. But I timed my post for morning-time in Europe instead :) Normally at this time I’m super tired and on my way to bed. But, not right now. I just had a late night meeting with a newfound friend / lover / or what every you want to call it. Titles is just so overrated. We shared some orgasms and interesting conversations. And how I love how inspired you get after moving around your sexual energy with someone and let it explode for bigger purposes within you. On the bike ride home my brain was just going on in intense spirals with things I wanted to write about. And now I just got home, in front of my computer eager to write, and will most probably sit and write for many hours before bed haha. However, this man works in the same fields as myself, with conscious sexuality, and from just knowing him a very short time so far I can feel that its a lot of great knowledge in this man. Especially cause he explains his thoughts in a way so you fully understand it and so it sound like the most natural thing. That is a gift. I randomly told him what happened to me today, not really with the purpose of getting it into a discussion. Mostly cause he asked about my day and I literally told him about my day from start including my bas massage experience.His respons was to ask me what I was going to do about it. And I had already decide to do something, but wasn’t 100% sure of what jet. So I said, that I will first of all tell my friend that recommended this person what actually is going on. And maybe send a text message to the ”healer” of how this wasn’t okey from my side. Cause I told him that it actually didn't effect me that much, more than that I felt so stupid that I didn't say anything during the massage. And mostly cause I don’t want other people to have the same experience as myself. That I feel strong in myself so it passed me. But what is strong really? In this case strong would be the negative side of the action, me not dealing with the issue. While strong actually should be facing the issue and go through with it.So my lover tells me. You have two options in this situation. Either you take the easy way and send him the text, but that will more diminish my emotions and myself rather than empowering me. He told me that I should think of all my emotions in my mind as little humans, if you are trying to fight one of them away, they will keep on struggle and make you think about this over and over again, and probably go around gossip about it instead of actually dealing with the issue - and confrontation this man. Cause just from me saying that it didn't really affect me, he kind of flipped the coin and thought it probably effected me more than I think. Its just my survival brain that tried to run away and push away something. So instead, by confronting this man, without yelling at him or saying how wrong it was. Instead I should sit down with this man and tell him how his actions made me feel. How uncomfortable, sad and fooled I have felt. So he can feel my feelings and most probably learn from it, and hopefully stop his behavior if he understands what his actions results into. So. This is what I will do. Tomorrow I'll text him and ask if we can meet up and talk about the session. How amazing it is to meet great and wise people, who passes on their views of life and help you evolve and think in different angles. Thanks universe, for passing on this man through my journey.p&k